General Update

Life is insane. It is official. All summer I have been running around (limited to travel withing the continental US, but running nonetheless). I have one more weekend booked and then I think I have some chill time coming up (of course, that could change at a moment's notice). I have lived in my "new" apartment for over 5 months now and FINALLY just got around to painting my room this past weekend (it looks FABULOUS, btw). Next up is the bathroom. That is NOT going to be fun since whoever did it last must have been drunk at the time. It needs to be sanded down and all that. It should take a little while. Plus, I have to be careful not to get paint on the tiling around the shower.

Along with painting, I also spent my weekend gallavanting around NYC and going to a Switchfoot/Third Day/Jars of Clay concert in NJ. You may ask "how does she do it?" What can I say, some people are just born AWESOME! =P I will post pictures as soon as the internet comes back up in my apartment. I don't know what the deal is...? it has been all kinds of jacked up since Saturday.

I ran a 10k with my roommate... it took me an hour, which I did not think was bad (for a self-proclaimed non-runner), but I did come in 46th out of 55 (thank you, Air Force! Someone's gotta pull up the rear! =]).

This week I begin Arabic classes, paint all the molding in my room and hopefully start on the bathroom. I have a flag football game on Saturday morning and a wedding that afternoon (I'm hoping to escape without any bruises so I can look all cute in my sexy little black dress). Besides that, I don't think I have anything else going on. I plan to spend more time with my guitar as I have neglected it a little this last week. I am also going to make dinner at least one night this week. My roommate has been doing better than I have with the whole cooking thing lately. It's just hard... with all that has been going on, food is not a priority. I have learned that protein shakes are a girl's best friend. =P

And there you have it... an update on my life. =)

Be careful what you wish for!

As a caveat going into this story, I was a rather naive child and often wished for stupid things, innocently desiring adventure in my own life, not tragedy in the lives of others.

I grew up watching old black and white movies, many of which were set during WWI, WWII, or the Great Depression. Of course, we all know how Hollywood romanticizes everything. As child, I don't think I realized this. I wanted so much to live through a war and a depression. I so admired the people who survived those times and I wanted the chance to prove I could do it too. I remember being really excited during Desert Storm - I was all of 10 years old and glued to the TV screen. When images of the POWs began to flash on the screen, my view of war changed. The reality of it finally hit me. People get hurt and people die. War is not simply a good setting for a grand adventure. When the next war in Iraq started, I was older and could actually understand the implications. I wanted so much to go over there and be a part of it, and thankfully, had the opportunity to do that. What I didn't realize going into it was how much more real the war would become to me. The places they talk about on the news are places I have seen - I worshiped in those chapels, ran on those streets, worked out in those gyms, ate in those DFACs - they are REAL places. And the people are real too - everyone from the Ugandans who worked checkpoint security, to the KBR employees, the Iraqi police, and the American Soldiers. Suddenly, when I got news reports of bombings, it was no longer a question of numbers for me, but of names. Who was it? Did someone I know just die over there?!

This morning, as I scanned news articles to see what I had missed over the crazy weekend, I saw headlines with phrases like "Black Sunday" and instantly thought of my childhood wish to live through a "great depression." Now that I understand what a depression is and does, I seriously hope it doesn't get anywhere near there. As I read the articles, I could help but think I ought to be more careful about what I wish for because sometimes those wishes come true. Maybe someday I will learn to think about others before I start wishing for a tragedy... or better yet, maybe I will just not wish for tragedy at all. I really have to wonder sometimes, what is WRONG with me?! Right now I am just praying that the current economic downturn will turn around and will not hurt too many people in the process.

We Will Never Forget

We will not waver; we will not tire; we will not falter; and we will not fail. Peace and freedom will prevail... May God continue to bless America.   ~ President Bush

It is amazing to me that seven years have passed. I remember it so vividly... it hardly seems possible that that much time could have gone by so quickly.  I had no idea how much those events would change my life.  The changes came slowly for me. I did not lose anyone that day (though I did not know that until very late that night - the cell towers on top of the WTC went down and the landlines were jammed as the 12 million people of NYC tried to contact their loved ones). The first change I noticed was increased security at the airport when I went home for Thanksgiving (something we have since grown accustomed to). The second change was the skyline of my beloved city... Thanksgiving was my first time home after the attack and it was the first time I saw the gaping hole. While still in the plane, I could see the smoke still rising eternally upward (it is amazing how long a fire like that can burn!).  Soon after that I changed my major in school and some of my friends started enlisting in the Army and Marine Corps. Last year I was able to spend several months in Iraq, helping to put terrorists and insurgents behind bars. While there, I met many Soldiers and Marines who had deployed to Iraq multiple times (some Soldiers were on their third tour, having spent more than 3 years in the sand box!). When I think of 9/11, yes, I remember how many people lost their lives that day, but I also pray for the men and women who are still fighting for our freedom in places far from home, lacking the comforts we are so used to and often take for granted. I don't even know half of what our military has had to endure over there. My experience was fairly tame and was limited to the FOB. My life was never in danger, and I suffered very few inconveniences in comparison with what the guys in the field go through. I have so much love and respect for our armed forces. I met some of the greatest people during my time in Iraq. I am so thankful for all they do for us and will NEVER forget their sacrifice! While I am often disappointed and ashamed by the words and actions of our elected officials, especially during election season, the men and women I worked with, worshiped with, and "jammed out" with in Iraq make me proud to be an American! To all the U.S. Armed Forces who have deployed and returned, are currently deployed, or are getting ready to deploy, and especially to those who have paid the ultimate price, thank you from the bottom of my heart.

Another Summer draws to a close...

Every year, my girlfriends and I spend the weekend after Labor Day at the beach. It is a tradition that began during our college days, and continues to be a time we all look forward to. At the same time, it marks the end of my favorite season. I try to make the most of it, capturing the gorgeous weather in pictures, knowing that it will be several very LONG months before I will be lying on the beach, feeling the warmth of the sun on my back...

As is my own personal tradition, I walked along t he beach at sunrise each morning, enjoying the solitude - only the sound of the seagulls and crashing waves to keep me company.

Despite the visit of Hanna (I think she was down-graded to a tropical storm by the time she hit us), both mornings were tranquil and beautiful!

Even the gulls did not seem to be preparing for the crazy storm that blew in hours later.

Great quote

Brought to you by the NYT (of all papers!):

To any critics who say a woman can't think and work and carry a baby at the same time, I'd just like to escort that Neanderthal back to the cave. ~ Sarah Palin

Despite the obvious reference to evolutionary theory, my inner feminist cheered when I read this in the New York Times article about Sarah Palin. I am so impressed with her!

Good lyrics (even if the music is like nails on a chalkboard!)

One of my coworkers made me listen to The Fightin' Side of Me, by Merle Haggard today (truth be told, I had never heard of Merle Haggard before today). And while I cannot abide the sound of twangy, country music (and barely made it through the less than 3 minutes of said song), I have to say that this 1970s song, written during the Vietnam War, is one I whole-heartedly agree with:

I hear people talkin' bad,
About the way we have to live here in this country,
Harpin' on the wars we fight,
An' gripin' 'bout the way things oughta be.
An' I don't mind 'em switchin' sides,
An' standin' up for things they believe in.
When they're runnin' down my country, man,
They're walkin' on the fightin' side of me.
Yeah, walkin' on the fightin' side of me.
Runnin' down the way of life,
Our fightin' men have fought and died to keep.
If you don't love it, leave it:
Let this song I'm singin' be a warnin'.
If you're runnin' down my country, man,
You're walkin' on the fightin' side of me.

I read about some squirrely guy,
Who claims, he just don't believe in fightin'.
An' I wonder just how long,
The rest of us can count on bein' free.
They love our milk an' honey,
But they preach about some other way of livin'.
When they're runnin' down my country, hoss,
They're walkin' on the fightin' side of me.

Yeah, walkin' on the fightin' side of me.
Runnin' down the way of life,
Our fightin' men have fought and died to keep.
If you don't love it, leave it:
Let this song I'm singin' be a warnin'.
If you're runnin' down my country, man,
You're walkin' on the fightin' side of me.